Perfection

I'm not perfect. So far from it.

My family knows that. My friends know that.

I know that - and it is my knowledge of my imperfections drives me mad.

I frantically strive for the perfect
outfit
hairdo
schedule
space
response
mindset
friendships
relationships
body language
grammar
grades


Everything.

 I end up striving for this image I want for myself. A perfect one.

I'm such an idiot. Nobody can be perfect - result of the Fall. So why do I try, focusing all my energy on a perfect self-image I will never achieve instead of focusing on staying true to the quirks and imperfections that make me the blundering, awkward, idiotic beauty I am? I have faults - sinful ones to pray about and fight against. But all those other traits and quirks of mine that I cast aside in the "Doesn't-Qualify-For-The-Perfection-I'm-Aiming-At" pile are what makes me ME.

I trip over the floor
I have a lopsided, crooked smile
Sometimes I snortle like a sick dolphin when I laugh
My hair is always messy and wind-blown
My nails are always half-painted
I'm awkward ending a conversation with new people
Sometimes I'm over-the-top weird in an annoying way
My face looks like a pizza and a blender had a party
I mess up and need a firm talk from the mother
I sing like a demented frog

I'm me. An idiot.

Not perfection.

I am me.



5 Things You Need Have in Your Bedroom

1. STRING LIGHTS

 

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2. WALL PHOTO COLLAGE


{<3} 79 Ideas:
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cute idea: collage polaroids (or photos) in a heart shape above your bed:
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3. A BOOKSHELF



DIY wall shelves. Great for extra storage in a small place! Or a place to hold all my books I'm reading/want to read in one spot!!!:
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books at foot of bed:
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4. PLANTS




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5. SOME EPIC PILLOWS



Watercolor+Floral+Print+Throw+Pillow+by+Jenna+Kutcher+-+$20.00:
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VW Beetle - Watercolor Throw Pillow by craftberrybush - $20.00:
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For more bedroom inspiration, check out our Bedroom Pinterest board!

:: tormented by my own mind ::


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self-doubt

it torments me

i hate it

but i submit anyway

it's my own mind

but it won't be controlled

those little voices

inside my head

telling me who i am

even though

i want

- i am -

something else instead 





:: the world owes you nothing ::


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*stop being so self absorbed*

*the world does not revolve around you*

*it was here first*

*and you still have so much to learn*